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Not a sinner who has been living under a dark and destructive self-condemnation

Micah 7:18-19
¹⁸ Who is a God like you, who pardons sin and forgives the transgression of the remnant of his inheritance? You do not stay angry forever but delight to show mercy.
¹⁹ You will again have compassion on us; you will tread our sins underfoot and hurl all our iniquities into the depths of the sea.

... but she pulled the string, and confess the Will.

Renée
1) Renée is the female form of René, The name Renée is the French form of the late Roman name Renatus and the meaning is reborn or born again. In medieval times, the meaning was associated with the Christian concept of being spiritually born again through baptism.

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Marionette, porcelain-ware,
painted before it is glazed.

ETERNAL ALTARThe blood on the wall writes watchword dispatch
To dull strap leather and boot heel weight
It speaks of the force tearing flesh from the softness of its void
And what sweetness anticipation’s dreams taste in
(So drinks the devil of his ayahuasca, reading)“Fingers to the fever, to fire consuming
How close to death we were plunged
How close to a metaphor named living”I have spoken to god and he has bellowed your name to me
As truth
as a whisper
as a lark
He has shown you in the white blowing petals of catalpa but never
Has he known the whisper of bloodred poppies
Climbing up the garden gown“How lovely those blues, those sparkling twilights were
When all my breath was taken vicious
And promised there to the blind trust of a blackeyed lover”A spell, then, or an incantation
Or a new language of metallic taste and gutteral sound
Is throatsung to the spinning rock
To the heavenly bodies of sin’s sharp knife
Imbrued in scripture against the pagestone wall“The postscript is this, washed with bitter bleach
It matters not, to me, if I would to die here
With you, inside the dark”

... but she pulled the string, and broken

Aveline
1) Norman origin. Latinate form of the name Evelyn. May derive from Latin avis meaning "bird". Also form of Ava.
2) From the Norman French form of the Germanic name Avelina, a diminutive of Ávila (Derived from the Germanic element avi, of unknown meaning, possibly "desired")